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*not mine and I can’t remember where I found it
Day 17
day 17 – your highs and lows of this past year.
AHHHH I’m posting again! And yes funnily enough I’m procrastinating, or as I like to think of it “a break from the mind numbing boringness that is my assignment”
Ok so high’s and lows of the past year. They will probably be a little vague in some cases as I don’t want to point at people.
Highs:
I’m still alive and functioning? I’m actually doing reasonably ok at Uni if you exclude last semesters sickness screwing up two units.
I know exactly who I can trust and that those people will never screw me over.
I have a group of wonderful friends who are always there when I need them. (You know who you are, and thank you)
I’ve started an exercise routine that I’ve actually managed to stick to, so maybe I’ll get there this time.
My mother and I are getting along reasonably well lately.
My life seems to be reasonably organised (for my life anyway), stuff is actually getting done and I’m not having a mental breakdown yet.
That thanks to some people I’m relearning how to enjoy myself and smile, and to not hide behind excuses and past history.
Lows:
I still feel a “little” unappreciated by some people who should know better.
I’m sick to death of covering people’s ass and then have them repeatedly screw me over.
That so many people completely forgot my birthday. I didn’t want a fuss, but was remembering and a happy birthday a little to much to ask?
That some things in my life are a complicated, but I can’t really talk to anyone about it without screwing everything up.
That some people I had considered good friends aren’t even friends anymore. I don’t see any point in trying when I’m ignored and forgotten about, even when I try to organise things with you.
My day is not complete until I talk to you.
You’ve became a part of my daily routine. I feel weird for some reason when we don’t talk. I know I can go days without talking to you and whatnot, its just I still feel like my day isn’t complete. Even one simple word like ‘hi’ from you can make my day. It just feels nice to have your company knowing that you can’t be here for me physically.
This. Yes.
Day 16
day 16 – your views on mainstream music.
Well I don’t exactly like a lot of mainstream music but its not that bad. If I don’t like it I’ll either ignore it or mock it depending on how utterly horrible or overplayed it is.
I like what I like which is a bit of everything really, so I don’t really have much of a problem with other music as long as it’s not inflicted on me all that much.
